The Pharmaceutical Bandit

Annie’s Song

I’m an emotional bomb
You don’t know how to diffuse
Sick of living this life
Sick of all its abuse
I just want to lay down and die
Shut off my brain for a while
To clear some things off my mind
But these feelings refuse
To ever leave me alone
No matter how much I’ve grown
They always eat at my heart
And slowly tear me apart
So after all that I’ve said
I think that this is your cue
I think it’s time to move on
Find someone else to use

Another sleepless night
Another miserable day
Can’t wait to leave you behind
Or get out of this place
I’ve been awake all night
Can’t calm the feelings inside
You think there might be a way
But I’ve already tried
So please let me go
I’d rather do it alone

No matter how much you claim
That I’m not pathetic
I know that it’s just a lie
Though I’ll still give you some credit
Just for giving a shit
And not deserting me yet
But it’s a matter of time
I’m taking bets on just when
It will all fall apart
In some magnificent way
If I’m destined to fail
Why even bother to start?
‘Cause this is how it all ends
It’s written when we begin
The story of my life
It’s called, “I Fucked Up… Again”

Now it’s five thirty-eight
The sun, it rises so bright
These thoughts will ruin my day
And linger into the night
I saw the look in your eyes
The tear stains in the light
You’ll never speak a word
But always on your mind
Please let me know
That you can go it alone